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CJ Peters is SO BIG

I hate my shit-ass drawings. I hate my shit-ass writing. My photography is okay, but I'm sure there will be some shit head who tells me something's wrong with it. My latest journal entry pretty much says it all, and I'm telling you here, too, I DO NOT WANT CRITIQUES. They discourage me, I already haven't drawn or written in months. (The two new writing pieces are literally over a year old, if you're wondering.) Go suck Benadryl.
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Careless, Heartless, Reckless

Fri Aug 7, 2009, 11:03 AM
Your last kiss probably meant nothing to you, right?
Right hahaha stupid whore.

Can you really get over people easily?
I've trained myself to do it a little quicker, so like, every relationship used to ruin a year or two of my life. :/ Now I'm numbing myself as much as I can.
Still can't get over Jordan...
Namely cause it isn't her fault we can't talk.

Have you ever regretted letting someone go?
Jordan...she's the only one I regretted letting go. Everyone else, good riddance honestly... (In the romantic aspect...though for most I'm better off not even being friends either.)

Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Dr. Jezzie hahha peace

Are there certain circumstances where cheating is okay?
No, never. You break it off and then fuck around. That's how it goes, anything else is wrong.

Has anyone ever sang to you?
Hahahah no.

Have you held hands with somebody in the past three days?
Yup, platonic.

How do you feel right now?
Nauseous

Did the last person who hurt you ever apologize?
Penis!

Last awkward moment?
Just now, I responded inappropriately to a Q

Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
HAHA um, YES. Always.

Meet anyone new this year?
Hahahah. yeah.

If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted
house, would you?
Hell yeah. HxC.

Do you like to have long hair or short hair?
it's in between.

Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
Maybe, she won't say much though. So I might have to give it up, even though I like her too.

Are there some songs you can't listen to because they remind you of someone?
Nawh, I let myself listen to them n' baw it out and then the song is generally a little less painful

Are you drunk?
Nope

Do you get annoyed by mosquitoes?
Itches yeah.

Have you ever been to church?
Yes. Holy hell, it was hilarious, but that's a story for another day.
Let's just say one time I was supposed to do rituals I didn't know about and freaked,
And another time I wound up accepting Morgan Freeman into my heart as lord and saviour.

Has a family member died within the last year?
Mmm about 2 years ago my baby cousin died. ): And my cousins' dog Abby died sometime last year... We count animals as family members...

What were you doing an hour ago?
Aww I dunno.

Last missed call?
Maman. -eyeroll-

Has anyone said they love you in the last week?
Heheheh. Uh, actually, I don't think so. Friends have called me 'love' and such but I dunno if they love me. X3' Maybe maybemaybe at the mall...I know i love a lot of folks there....

Do you like to cuddle?
Yes, I need it to thrive.

Made out with a stranger?
HAHHAA no not really.... but in a way

Fallen asleep at work/school?
Coach Whitt has the most soothing voice.
Best math teacher ever, honest..
But I slept EVERY DAY in his class xD

Been suspended from school?
Yep, they locked me up in this god awful ...thing.. -shudder-

Do you live near a river?
Hahahahahahhaa I guess you could say that

Is there anyone you would seriously punch right now if you had the chance?
Hahah fuck yes.

Do you think blondes are stupid, honestly?
Sure, some of every kinda person are stupid.

What woke you up today?
Aahahhaaha nothing did. I kept falling asleep after I woke up..

Would you buy $1,000 shoes if they were the "perfect" pair for you?
Hahahah I don't know, they'd have to be...lasting forever and the cutest ones possible and even then, 1000 is just too much.

When's the last time you deliberately skipped a class?
-rubs head- Urghh...I dunno. I didn't do it much Senior Year, I was really intent on graduating and my last required class was REALLY hard. So the last time I really remember was a year and a half ago in gym.

Who did you talk to on the phone last?
Dada

How did you meet the last person you talked to on the phone?
He was there when I was born, lulz

Are you currently looking forward to anything?
Cult meeting today and omg, i have to go shower. -rubs head- ^^;

Do you like Mexican food?
Kinda but I can eat just about any other 'ethnic' food without getting sick and Mexican food sometimes makes me quesy...

How do you like your milk?
Hahah, I like it bllllack.

Who was the last baby you held?
Probably Mimi's cousin :3 hahaha

Do you think you can love someone without trusting them?
Yeah, but...the love and trust build on each other eventually ^^

Have you eaten popcorn in the last 48 hours?
No, but my brother actually had some made.

Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a R or M?
Ughh no xD? So random

What color shirt are you wearing?
Yella

Ever stayed up all night on the phone?
HaHAHahah no

Do you have any tan lines?
What's that

Are you normally a happy person?
-rubs tummy- yeh sure.

Where is your mom right now?
Home I guess

Do you ever wonder what your most recent ex is up to?
Always

If the person you fell hardest for died today, how would you feel?
I wouldn't know...I would never get the news

You're locked in a room with the person you last kissed, how is it?
It's awkward, she'll probably murder me xD

Have you ever been told that you were going to hell?
Mmmmhm... It really disturbs me tbh ;/

How do you feel about your hair right now?
I need to wash it. like brb

If you could put last night on repeat, would you?
Haha NO

What was the most memorable thing that happened last summer?
CDC...

What is your opinion on sex before marriage?
It's pretty much a necessity. :p At least some form of sex, oral, fingering, whatever.

Have you ever gone out of your way to do something meaningful?
I think so.

Do you fall for people easily?
Yes, generally.

Are you missing someone right now?
I guess, taking this survey made me think of her.

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
No.

Are you afraid of falling in love?
Yes..

Last person you texted?
Alpha.

Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
I don't remember...

Have you ever made out with someone who was high?
Sorta. LOL as in we sorta made out, he was sorta high, and I really don't care, it was a dude.

Who do you feel most comfortable talking about everything to?
No xD

If someone were to tell you they like you right now, would you care?
YES!

What side of a heart do you draw first?
Left I think

How many hours of sleep do you need to function?
I can't really function x.x' Don't matter how much sleep I get.

Did you feel awkward at all today?
Maybe a little but I've been in the house all day. LOL

Do you sleep with socks on?
LOL nah

Do you hate the last person you had a conversation with?
No

Think back to the last person you held hands with, have you kissed them?
Hahhaa no but she's kinda hot... fuckin' stupid slightly affectionate straight peeps. JK I love my friends

Ever kissed someone who smokes?
Yep

In the next 3 months, what are you looking forward to most?
mothafuckin school.

What is something you like to do when you're down?
iunno. v.v

Do you open up to a lot of people?
I guess not.

Who have you talked to today?
Just an RPer

What are you doing other than this?
Mothafucka make it hurt
Uhh my brother has some ghetto azz music on

Were you sad when you heard about Michael Jackson's death?
Yes.

Have you ever lived with your girlfriend/boyfriend?
Nope almost.

Honestly, if you could go back 1 month and change something would you?
Heh, one month might not be enough time, I've lost track of time.

Your last text message, what does it say?
"Fact: Rice is absorbent."

Honestly, if you could go back and change something in the past year what would it be?
Plenty of things, can't really process how I would want it to play out right now.

Is the last person you texted a he or a she?
It's our Alpha Male. A he.

Have you stayed the night at any of your top friend's house?
Top friends...
I haven't spent the night at anyone's house in a LONG time.
But :iconebolamew: counts right? I have.

Would you ever get a tattoo with someone's name on it?
I don't think so.

Would you ever smile at a stranger?
I always do.

Plans for next weekend?
School shit..

In a tough situation, why do people want advice but don't listen to it?
To hear someone's voice who cares. Just to know someone cares. And usually people insist on helping anyway.

Is it usually easy for someone to make you smile?
Not really

Are you afraid of roller coasters?
I wouldn't say afraid. I'm afraid of a possible result of roller coasters so I just don't do them.

Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
Yes... I'm currently stretching my ears again, fucking annoying process especially when my mother's the onty reason I have to do it twice.

If you could spend more time with someone you used to be close with, would you?
Yes.

Is there someone you will never forget?
Yes.

Has anything happened to you within the past month that has made you really angry?
I'd prefer not to even discuss it.

When was the last time you laughed really hard?
I do that sometimes...I dunno.

Is there anyone that is always on your mind?
I've gotten rid of that disease...but sometimes, still..

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Mood: Joy =TODD-CeNtrIC Sep 25, 2009, 8:44:27 PM
Thanks for the fav.

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My new "Portrait Only" gallery is here: [link]
Eventually, my brother and I will be adding glamour and erotic photos to this new gallery. Stay tuned!
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~shemmie Sep 26, 2009, 6:40:55 AM
Welcome, that's one cute cat
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~Xiangchai-Nozomu Sep 6, 2009, 9:26:55 AM
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harro!

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~Voffy Aug 16, 2009, 9:09:55 AM
Thank you for the watch :D<33 :dance: I love jah galley :)

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Sorry D: Bad English x3
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~shemmie Aug 16, 2009, 9:16:22 AM
Thanks! Maybe if you want, I can privately show you my actual drawings. ^^ Though they aren't very good, that's why i took them down.
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